18.

take me to the sky

7:15 PM Had a visit to Bishan Salvation Army Auditorium with Ching and st after main band practice on tuesday. Seen how the hall is like blah blah blah.. Had a real long talk till 2am. -.- and ching paid for the dinner, food and drinks. and cab fare to and fro bishan. so bu hao yi si but cus st and i both got no money with us. so yup he got to do the paying.

spent wednesday morning helping mum and its afternoon sleeping.
and she was out with her friends watching movie. sigh..
nvm..

thur's performance at war memorial park in commemoration for the dead in the WWII. the event was a solemn one with ministers and invited guests and some schools witnessing the event. the band is there to perform for 5mins. -.- i guess there was a miscommunication somewhere.. we dint not play once the event starts. media filming left and right. camera shots up and down. eyes here and there. just to witness through the whole event.
and met amanda in the evening around 5pm. i was late la, -as usual- haha. i overslept. walked around
bugis junction -> bugis street -> raffles hotel -> penisula plaza -> raffles hotel -> walked wrongly -> busstop with 14 -> katong -> parkway parade -> katong -> home !

other than the destination to katong, the rest are all walking. and at parkway of climbing of overhead bridge. for very long i havent done such long walking already.

reached home ard 1030pm. around 12mn, talked to st. and this is what happened.


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Session Start: Friday, February 16, 2007
- edmund. `★ real eyes realise real lies ; (edmund_lim@hotmail.com)
×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ ·· tãt ² ··«(·´¯`·.·÷× (ivanlst@hotmail.com)
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(12:20 AM) - edmund.: tmr going weewee's bro
(12:20 AM) - edmund.: there ma?
(12:20 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i ok de..
tmr den et u noe again ba..
(12:20 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i didnt do e when the tears fell thingy..
(12:20 AM) - edmund.: orh
(12:21 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: folklore i do le..
anyhow do de..
bo chap..
(12:21 AM) - edmund.: if not then wad till 1st march bah..
(12:21 AM) - edmund.: haha
(12:21 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dunno wen weewee de bro coming back wen..
(12:21 AM) - edmund.: 10days after cny
(12:21 AM) - edmund.: so its 1st march
(12:22 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i dunno will it be too late for e printing..
(12:22 AM) - edmund.: shld be okay bah?
(12:22 AM) - edmund.: must paper more impt ma..
(12:23 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: huh?
(12:23 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: must paper
(12:23 AM) - edmund.: as in paper material
(12:24 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: yah.. den we mux choose..
(12:24 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: we need to print abt 600+ booklets.
(12:25 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: 550 for seats den e rest for bandsmen..
(12:25 AM) - edmund.: yup
(12:25 AM) - edmund.: mdm tan say food sponsor from r2 money
(12:26 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: really ah..
(12:26 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: hhas.
(12:26 AM) - edmund.: yah
(12:26 AM) - edmund.: spoken to her abt food .
(12:26 AM) - edmund.: then she say can ..
(12:27 AM) - edmund.: actually hor.
(12:27 AM) - edmund.: if going got to let me know early leh
(12:27 AM) - edmund.: if i go help my mum , come back at 230
(12:27 AM) - edmund.: by the time reach tanjong pajar is ard 330 4 liao
(12:27 AM) - edmund.: the bro close at 5
(12:27 AM) - edmund.: that time me and weewee choose paper and was there from 12 plus to 430
(12:28 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: wah so long ah..
(12:28 AM) - edmund.: yupp
(12:28 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: weewee oso not online very hard to discuss leh..
(12:28 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: if worst come to worst cannot print on time den we sent to factory..
(12:28 AM) - edmund.: haha
(12:29 AM) - edmund.: if best early la..
(12:29 AM) - edmund.: cus if want save banner money.
(12:29 AM) - edmund.: then spend more on booklet also no diff lor
(12:29 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: can oso loh..
we see how loh..
(12:30 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: work within our budget..
(12:30 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i would wan a nice nice de programme booklet rather den a nice banner..
(12:30 AM) - edmund.: what i meant was. no point spending more on programme booklet also la..
(12:30 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: programme booklet can keep banner cannot divide into pieces for ppl..
(12:31 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: hhas..
but i would wan a nice nice de programme booklet..
(12:31 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: if we not spending money on banner maybe we can try out posters..
(12:31 AM) - edmund.: see how lor.
(12:31 AM) - edmund.: spend this spend that. and our members now only 32 (:
(12:31 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: hhas..
(12:31 AM) - edmund.: was telling mdm tan and she told me toooooo small .
(12:31 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: seehua dat side any news mah..
(12:32 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: actually for a wind band is ok..
(12:32 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: tokyo kosei oso tis size..
(12:32 AM) - edmund.: -.- but for a concert of 550. no one wish to come in to see so small band
(12:32 AM) - edmund.: we got their standard mah?
(12:33 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: quantity counts..
(12:33 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: wind band mah..
we call ourselve bedok town alumni winds..
(12:33 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: den fits e strength le..
(12:33 AM) - edmund.: haha
(12:33 AM) - edmund.: anything you.
(12:34 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: we got 35 mah..
(12:34 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: y 32
(12:34 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: shrink again?
(12:34 AM) - edmund.: yes shrink pls
(12:34 AM) - edmund.: the 35 got count u leh
(12:34 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: nope..
(12:34 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i count e strength in e blog de..
(12:34 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: flute 3
(12:34 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: clar 7
(12:34 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: sax 3
(12:34 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: trump 6
(12:35 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: horn 4
(12:35 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: tbone 2
(12:35 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: eupho 3
(12:35 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: tub 3
(12:35 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: per 3
(12:35 AM) - edmund.: no
(12:35 AM) - edmund.: 34
(12:35 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: yah 34
(12:36 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: but include e actual full band size of our playing members will be around 38
(12:36 AM) - edmund.: next, plus clarence dunno what he doing.
next, plus jerome dunno want anot.
(12:36 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: fazuan anam nazri fadil
(12:36 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: faizal
(12:36 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: not fadil
(12:36 AM) - edmund.: dun count them la.. count those sitting down de.
(12:37 AM) - edmund.: if i were ppl listening, i also sian lor
(12:37 AM) - edmund.: see so few ppl
(12:37 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: clarence nobody making an effort in asking him lah..
yubin juz msg him..
he more of a fren ppl den his fren oso didnt tell him coming or not..
(12:37 AM) - edmund.: everyone is actually.
(12:38 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: band small oso bo bian..
(12:38 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: main band oso abt our size..
(12:39 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: we juz hv to build from there loh..
(12:39 AM) - edmund.: nope
(12:39 AM) - edmund.: main band 45
(12:39 AM) - edmund.: (:
(12:39 AM) - edmund.: counted it today
(12:39 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: almost e same lah..
(12:39 AM) - edmund.: walao eh 11 more call same?
(12:39 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: same lah..
(12:39 AM) - edmund.: anything lor(:
(12:40 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: quantity not e same..
quality same mah..
(12:40 AM) - edmund.: haha
(12:40 AM) - edmund.: you v sure?
(12:40 AM) - edmund.: they are playing so much better now pls..
(12:40 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: quality beta en them..
hhas..
(12:40 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: trust me..
(12:40 AM) - edmund.: nope
(12:40 AM) - edmund.: haha
(12:41 AM) - edmund.: what i heard is so different haha.
(12:41 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: we win them by alot its juz dat we only pract 1 per wk..
(12:41 AM) - edmund.: ppl dun ask how many prac u have
(12:41 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dats e only difference..
(12:41 AM) - edmund.: but see the actual day performance de lor
(12:41 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: shall will hv prob de loh on dat day i dun believe it will run smoothly..
(12:42 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: anyway its to put a foundation
(12:42 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: den built on it..
(12:42 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its e same as rhapsody 2..
its a stepping stone..
solfeggio is a foundation
(12:43 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: able to built a house strong enough will hv to depend on e foundation
(12:43 AM) - edmund.: thats why ching told us cannot get tired during rehearsal
(12:43 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: ok lah we need to max our rehearsal time but not getting tired loh..
(12:43 AM) - edmund.: haha. then if thats the case, we shldnt have shown ourselves til the house is built strong enough
(12:44 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: if its going to be like dat den e house will not be built in a first plc..
(12:44 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its juz e same as last time..
all tok no action..
(12:44 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: so now got action..
we muz prove wth action..
(12:45 AM) - edmund.: (:
(12:45 AM) - edmund.: anything you think.

Session Start: Friday, February 16, 2007
- edmund. `★ real eyes realise real lies ; (edmund_lim@hotmail.com)
×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ ·· tãt ² ··«(·´¯`·.·÷× (ivanlst@hotmail.com)
(12:45 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its tis way de..
(12:45 AM) - edmund.: cus i seriously think i wont continue after this tho..
(12:45 AM) - edmund.: ha
(12:45 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: juz e same as lat time wen ppl think we will not go on e stage..
we did in r2..
(12:46 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: alumni is tis way de..
its continue thr a single word call passion..
without passion nobody it will not succeed..
(12:47 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: saint andrews is a example..
(12:47 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: alumni band in sg is like nothing nowadays le not like last time..
(12:47 AM) - edmund.: i truly still have passion in band
(12:47 AM) - edmund.: but not in btab le(:
(12:47 AM) - edmund.: im just being very true to you.
(12:48 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i didnt say u are wrong..
(12:48 AM) - edmund.: yeah..
(12:48 AM) - edmund.: i dint im wrong to la.
(12:48 AM) - edmund.: hah..
(12:48 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: my passion comes from e time wen i was back in e band wen i was still in e band..
(12:48 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: nothing is definite..
(12:49 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i didnt realise dat ab will hv solfeggio..
(12:49 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: but it juz came after so many yrs..
(12:49 AM) - edmund.: when .. its just the changes ppl ard make
(12:49 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: carry on or not its up to our ppl..
(12:50 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its going to be e same as those recording artiste who are 1 album singer..
(12:50 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: nobody noes whether u can make it unless u rather try..
(12:51 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its e same as r1 and r2..
(12:51 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: y is there so many lag in between..
(12:51 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: cos nobody actually sit down and think abt it..
(12:52 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: they look at e surface n say aiyah it will not succeed y bother to try..
(12:52 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: before going on stage thinking dat u cant win e audience den u already lose le mah..
(12:53 AM) - edmund.: haha.
(12:53 AM) - edmund.: but with such small band
(12:53 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: we dun hab to tell e audience dat we played well..
(12:53 AM) - edmund.: it can hardly win better these days pls.
(12:53 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: we juz hv to let them noe we played wth our hearts making it work..
no regrets its already enough..
(12:54 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: small bands can win ppl..
(12:54 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: r2 is e same as now e strength not much of a change..
(12:55 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: ppl who are there are there..
not there we got ppl to take over..
(12:55 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: if r2 we can do it..
y not now..
(12:56 AM) - edmund.: haha
(12:56 AM) - edmund.: cus now got more pieces
(12:56 AM) - edmund.: its different
(12:56 AM) - edmund.: and r2 played old pieces.
(12:56 AM) - edmund.: and theres alot not covered lor
(12:56 AM) - edmund.: 5 to 3 tbone. 9 to 5 trumpet.
4 to 3 eupho
(12:56 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: like wat i say peces is done le..
(12:57 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: ppl noe how to play wat to play le..
(12:57 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its juz dat we are not puting our hearts into wat we are playing..
(12:58 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: no worries lah..
(12:59 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: 5 to 3 tbone..
who can actually play..
(12:59 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: mingzhe hajar huilin..
(12:59 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: jolin and xueying can..
(12:59 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: but i dun see any difference its going to make..
(1:00 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: eupho dun hv to say oso..
(1:00 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: trumpet..
maybe abit off balance only..
(1:00 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: but i feel e trumpeters are more working hard now..
(1:01 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: my winds are getting stronger..
(1:01 AM) - edmund.: if thats the way you're seeing it then good lor
(1:01 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: e only difference is e horns..
(1:01 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: positive..
(1:01 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: can make it de..
(1:02 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i'm stress oso..
but what can i do
(1:02 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: cos ultimately u ppl are e ones who going to make me look smart on stage..
(1:02 AM) - edmund.: make you look smart
(1:02 AM) - edmund.: but u control us on stage(:
(1:03 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: hhas..
if i can control everyone den its not band le..
(1:03 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: music is all abt emotion abt passion
(1:03 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: like wat i say..
a pianist has a pair of hands making music its easy cos all 10 fingers are his..
(1:04 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: a band got 9 section with diferent parts different minds it will not work as 1..
(1:04 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dats y its challenging to make everyone gel as 1..
(1:04 AM) - edmund.: thats how u r controlling us wad..
(1:04 AM) - edmund.: -.-
(1:05 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its a challenge but ultimately like wat i say..
i can only tell u wat i wan..
how u interprete it is up to u all..
(1:05 AM) - edmund.: nonono
(1:05 AM) - edmund.: if we cant.
(1:05 AM) - edmund.: u got to show(:
(1:06 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dats y i say..
e last 4 pract is crucial for us..
esp sun..
cos we need to work on e togetherness as paint e picture together..
(1:07 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i really hope we can hv all 4 pract full attendance..
(1:07 AM) - edmund.: sun confirm alot not coming le
(1:07 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: my guest players are attending e pract y cant our own members do that..
(1:07 AM) - edmund.: quite a number la
(1:07 AM) - edmund.: cus different ppl got different things
(1:07 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dats y prob..
(1:07 AM) - edmund.: doesnt mean guest players free means own members free.
(1:07 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: e piority..
(1:07 AM) - edmund.: somehow
(1:08 AM) - edmund.: there are other things more impt right???
(1:08 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: if alot ppl cant come on sun y hv extra pract on sun..
(1:08 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: like wat i say..
wen e times comes dat it needs ur attention den u got to give ur full attention into it..
(1:09 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: attendance actually depends alot on e ppl itself..
(1:10 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its going to be e same as in if u dun make an effort in trying it will not succeed..
(1:10 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: juz e same as in u overslept..
if u make an effort to wake up i dun think u will overslept..
(1:11 AM) - edmund.: haha
(1:11 AM) - edmund.: no lor
(1:11 AM) - edmund.: overslept cant help de.
(1:11 AM) - edmund.: eg , u got urgent matter attend
(1:11 AM) - edmund.: if suddenly diarrhoea how?
(1:11 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dats is suddenly..
(1:11 AM) - edmund.: ya
(1:11 AM) - edmund.: cus overslept is over the night
(1:12 AM) - edmund.: also suddenly ma.
(1:12 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: like wat i say..
we make it known to ppl early le e dats e time..
(1:12 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dates*
(1:12 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: ppl can always rearrange e time..
(1:13 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its e same..
if u noe u hv e tendency to oversleep make an effort to ask soemone to help u..
(1:13 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: e ultimate word is effort..
(1:13 AM) - edmund.: sometimes you wont know will overslept one wad..
(1:13 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its e same as u..
u r tired but still make an effort to come..
(1:13 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dats y i say tendency..
(1:14 AM) - edmund.: for my case,
(1:14 AM) - edmund.: i dun wan ppl say lor
(1:14 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: we hv pract in tis timing for a long time le..
if u keep coming late u shld start to think and do some things to help urself le..
(1:14 AM) - edmund.: chairman so wad..
(1:14 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its going to be e same thing..
if u look gd e band lk gd..
(1:15 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: y we need leaders..
(1:15 AM) - edmund.: ha
(1:15 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its e same logic..
(1:15 AM) - edmund.: im the leader of the band
(1:15 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: some things u hv to to be firm..
(1:15 AM) - edmund.: and i dun think i have rights to make decision in this ALUMNI band anyway
(1:15 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: u hv e rights to make decisions..
(1:15 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: make e commitee is there to give suggestions..
(1:16 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: but*
(1:16 AM) - edmund.: sorry lor
(1:16 AM) - edmund.: if things i dun want
(1:16 AM) - edmund.: they want
(1:16 AM) - edmund.: then they insist
(1:16 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: like wat u say its already alumni
(1:16 AM) - edmund.: i cant do mcuh lor
(1:16 AM) - edmund.: i have totally no rights in this band pls..
(1:16 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i tell u..
things cannot be perfect..
(1:16 AM) - edmund.: my purpose as a chairman is just to make announcement every practice.
(1:17 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: everyone got their own point of veiws..
(1:17 AM) - edmund.: i noe things cnt be perfect.
(1:17 AM) - edmund.: yes i noe..
(1:17 AM) - edmund.: if i alr said no and ppl wanna argue
(1:17 AM) - edmund.: im tired of it
(1:17 AM) - edmund.: understand?
(1:17 AM) - edmund.: i regretted helping you out taking your post .
(1:17 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: u juz hv to make ur point noe..
n they hv their point known..
ultimately its going to solve e prob..
(1:17 AM) - edmund.: REGRETTED kay..
(1:17 AM) - edmund.: nope
(1:17 AM) - edmund.: its not solved.
(1:18 AM) - edmund.: (: and i dun care.
(1:18 AM) - edmund.: like when yubin asked me things
(1:18 AM) - edmund.: i just say anythin.
(1:18 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dats e prob wth u..
(1:18 AM) - edmund.: then too bad.
(1:18 AM) - edmund.: you can have back your post
(1:18 AM) - edmund.: if i have the choice now
(1:18 AM) - edmund.: i will quit nOW!
(1:18 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i told u le..
u hv to think carefully..
(1:18 AM) - edmund.: i have too much things to solve on my own
(1:18 AM) - edmund.: and if this continues
(1:18 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: things is not always smooth sailing..
(1:19 AM) - edmund.: im not caring abt anything le
(1:19 AM) - edmund.: i noe things are not always smooth
(1:19 AM) - edmund.: but too bad ,
(1:19 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dats y..
u noe it and u keep trying to ride against e current..
(1:19 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: y do that
(1:19 AM) - edmund.: im not yet in the position given , to make any decisions whereby the old ones will listen .
(1:19 AM) - edmund.: too bad lor
(1:20 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: u still dun understand wat i'm saying..
(1:20 AM) - edmund.: i might still go for prac and end up not attending 17th march(:
(1:20 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: nobody is in e position to do anything..
(1:20 AM) - edmund.: then chairman for wad..
(1:20 AM) - edmund.: no rights to say anything lor
(1:20 AM) - edmund.: pls ...
(1:20 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: edmund u are not undertsanding ur position at all..
(1:21 AM) - edmund.: then too bad.
(1:21 AM) - edmund.: i make decision ppl want other wise
(1:21 AM) - edmund.: then they cant do anything with what they want also..
(1:21 AM) - edmund.: pls.
(1:21 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: wat is a chairman for when he makes decision on his own wthout any involement in discussion..
(1:21 AM) - edmund.: if you see me not attending on 17th march.
(1:21 AM) - edmund.: i guess matt and ym will do well too(:
(1:22 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its not going to improve..
(1:22 AM) - edmund.: but too bad
(1:22 AM) - edmund.: the thing eg
(1:22 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dats e prob wth u..
(1:22 AM) - edmund.: mrs wei de frame
(1:22 AM) - edmund.: i dun wan means dun wan
(1:22 AM) - edmund.: if not gotta think something for ms krempl.
(1:22 AM) - edmund.: then yubin want.
(1:22 AM) - edmund.: now no one helping him le he give up
(1:23 AM) - edmund.: and previously he suggested that.
(1:23 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: like wat u say le..
dun wan means dun wan..
did u ever think y yubein wans it mah..
(1:23 AM) - edmund.: he dint do anything other than selecting photos
(1:23 AM) - edmund.: photos so easy select
(1:23 AM) - edmund.: after that then he realised he also dun wan do le
(1:23 AM) - edmund.: he told me,
(1:23 AM) - edmund.: but ask them think something for ms krempl
(1:24 AM) - edmund.: dunno dunno
(1:24 AM) - edmund.: just give flower.
(1:24 AM) - edmund.: haiya.
(1:24 AM) - edmund.: i give up can !
(1:25 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: like wat i say..
there is always a way to solve things..
(1:25 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: it only depends on how u look at it..
(1:25 AM) - edmund.: but im not in any condition to solve anything
(1:25 AM) - edmund.: for your info,
(1:26 AM) - edmund.: i might just go crazy soon pls..
(1:26 AM) - edmund.: not kidding .
(1:26 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: juz by saying no or yes or anytihng aven i dun care is not solving a prob..
(1:26 AM) - edmund.: too bad lah..
(1:26 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dats e prob wth u..
(1:26 AM) - edmund.: that too bad
(1:27 AM) - edmund.: i dun wan post lor(:
(1:27 AM) - edmund.: havent send in de.
(1:27 AM) - edmund.: u can change back to your name de.
(1:27 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i told u in e first plc le..
things in e surface might look glam but it takes time to do it..
(1:27 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its juz e same as e leaders in e band..
(1:27 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: everyone wans to be e leader..
(1:27 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: wat happen when they got it..
(1:28 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its a totally brand new story..
(1:28 AM) - edmund.: but leaders got cca points
(1:28 AM) - edmund.: sry
(1:28 AM) - edmund.: ab got nothing
(1:28 AM) - edmund.: its not worth anyway.
(1:28 AM) - edmund.: at first.
(1:28 AM) - edmund.: i wanted it cus i thought of helping you.
(1:28 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: u are wrong ab got tis thing call satisfaction..
(1:28 AM) - edmund.: but too bad.
(1:28 AM) - edmund.: its too different from it.
(1:28 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i can tell u..
(1:28 AM) - edmund.: i dun feel it at all
(1:29 AM) - edmund.: now or in the future
(1:29 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: cos things are not going ur way..
(1:29 AM) - edmund.: cus this band is not mine.
(1:29 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: tis band does not belong to anybody..
(1:29 AM) - edmund.: but also not i open .
(1:29 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i set it up doesnt mean it belongs to me..
(1:29 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: in e first plc i didnt say its my band..
(1:30 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its hv to be e same as u. ur thinking...
(1:30 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: making urself bad..
making urself look bad will not help..
(1:30 AM) - edmund.: haha
(1:30 AM) - edmund.: im not trying to do that tho
(1:31 AM) - edmund.: its nv wrong why being a normal bandsmen is so much better.
(1:31 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i dun think ppl will come up to me telling me gd job u actually manage to set up an alumni band..
(1:31 AM) - edmund.: haha
(1:31 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dats y i told u long ago i would gladly give my post to someone who wans it..
(1:31 AM) - edmund.: i dun think so lor
(1:32 AM) - edmund.: but too bad.
(1:32 AM) - edmund.: now no longer .
(1:32 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: but dat doesnt mena i would give to anyone..
(1:32 AM) - edmund.: now then i have it
(1:32 AM) - edmund.: i can just give it to anyone
(1:32 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: u are rite..
u can give it to anyone..
(1:33 AM) - edmund.: (:
(1:33 AM) - edmund.: thanks
(1:34 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its e same as..
i'm still looking after ur ass..
(1:34 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: if u dun look gd u think it will lk gd on me meh..
(1:34 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i could hv juz wash my hands n say u chairman u say wat wat loh..
(1:34 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: but i didnt do dat at all..
(1:34 AM) - edmund.: then take it back(:
(1:34 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i still take in ideas from u..
from e ppl..
(1:35 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its not abt taking it back..
(1:35 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its abt making it go forward..
(1:35 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: if its going back to me den e band will go back to e past..
(1:35 AM) - edmund.: then go back lor
(1:35 AM) - edmund.: it doesnt really matter.
(1:35 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: den u are wrong to think it tis way le..
(1:36 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: u may say it doesnt matter..
(1:36 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: but who actually matter..
(1:37 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: coming tis far is a process..
solfeggio is a bonus..
future would be an incentives..
(1:37 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dats y i hv nv give up on e band nobody how bad it may be..
(1:37 AM) - edmund.: or maybe its not time for me to take the chairman post yet
(1:37 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: no matter..
(1:37 AM) - edmund.: since you're thinking so much for it
(1:37 AM) - edmund.: then have it back
(1:37 AM) - edmund.: u fit it more then
(1:37 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: my spelling is getting from bad to worst..
(1:38 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: my mind and hand is not working as 1..
(1:38 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: u still dunno wat u i mean..
(1:38 AM) - edmund.: nv,
(1:38 AM) - edmund.: nvm
(1:38 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: y am i thinking so much..
in e first plc wen u take it over from me i told u watever u do i will be there to advise u..
(1:39 AM) - edmund.: like i said, it doesnt matter if i noe or dunno
(1:39 AM) - edmund.: cus i dun wan to noe le
(1:39 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: edmund think it tis way..
(1:39 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dun do it for e sake of doing it..
(1:39 AM) - edmund.: i am.
(1:39 AM) - edmund.: i dun feel anything for this ab now.
(1:39 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dats y u are feeling tis way..
(1:39 AM) - edmund.: like aloy does.
(1:40 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: aloy case is totally different from u..
(1:40 AM) - edmund.: i dun feel the committed sense and fulfilment playing in.
(1:40 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its e same as in wen aloy say i wan go le..
(1:40 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: ur first reaction is i dun care..
(1:40 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dat y i say aloy is stubborn..
(1:41 AM) - edmund.: treat it as im stubborn too..
(1:41 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: cos before u actually think abt it..
u hv already close all e doors to any avenue..
(1:41 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: except for e exit..
(1:42 AM) - edmund.: then i go there lor
(1:42 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dats y..
(1:42 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: y not ask urself open up more doors..
(1:42 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: maybe its much happy much brighter den e door u choose..
(1:42 AM) - edmund.: nope
(1:42 AM) - edmund.: not at the moment
(1:43 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i will not hurt if u do it tis way..
(1:43 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: trust me edumnd
(1:43 AM) - edmund.: nope.. im just trying to be happy in ab
(1:43 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: going thr all tis i can only tell u..
u hv to be more open minded..
(1:43 AM) - edmund.: which is like so xin ku pls.
(1:44 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i can only tell u e feeling comes from e members not u..
(1:44 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: y u are feeling it tis way cos e members made u feel it tis way..
(1:44 AM) - edmund.: then good lor
(1:44 AM) - edmund.: they make me feel that i shld not be the chairman
(1:44 AM) - edmund.: so thats how they feel
(1:45 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: but hv u ever think hv u done anything dat results in hving tis kind of feel..
(1:45 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i can telll u..
nobody is questioning ur stand as a chairman..
(1:46 AM) - edmund.: then treat it as i dun wan lor
(1:46 AM) - edmund.: thats good enough right..
(1:46 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dats not gd enough..
(1:46 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: wat are e things u dun wan
(1:46 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: ur post as a chairman..
(1:47 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: think of it..
will it make any difference..
(1:47 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: will u still stay happy if u are not e chairman..
(1:47 AM) - edmund.: yes i will
(1:47 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its not e chairman post dat is making u feeling it tis way..
(1:47 AM) - edmund.: then i wont be involve in anything
(1:47 AM) - edmund.: yes it is lah..
(1:47 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: its abt e inability to make it going
(1:48 AM) - edmund.: my own feeling i dunno meh
(1:48 AM) - edmund.: i dun feel that
(1:48 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i dun believe in things wen things are going ur way u will not be happy..
(1:49 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: if i as a conductor telling u all wat i wan..
and u all do it will i be happy o wpuld..
(1:49 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i would*
(1:49 AM) - edmund.: then good..
(1:49 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dats y e phrase failure is a step to success..
(1:49 AM) - edmund.: okokokokok..
(1:49 AM) - edmund.: just take me out .
(1:49 AM) - edmund.: can ...
(1:50 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i would not take u out..
(1:50 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: wat rites do i hv..
(1:50 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: u done wat is required..
(1:50 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: they is nothing wrong...
(1:50 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: there*
(1:50 AM) - edmund.: then i wont do anything fyi
(1:51 AM) - edmund.: i wont make announcement anymore
(1:51 AM) - edmund.: you will do it.
(1:51 AM) - edmund.: i'll just sit down and not do anytihng
(1:51 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: edmund is tis going to be correct..
(1:51 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: u hv to ask urself..
(1:51 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: ur main aim in taking up tis post is to help me..
(1:52 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: if not doing anything u think its going to help..
(1:52 AM) - edmund.: im not going to bother if this is correct or not
(1:52 AM) - edmund.: its enough for the 2 to 3 months i took it
(1:52 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: dun tok abt whether its correct or not..
(1:52 AM) - edmund.: as long as i perform on 17th march
(1:52 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: think abt y u take it in e first plc..
(1:52 AM) - edmund.: unless u Kicked me out
(1:53 AM) - edmund.: to help you yes.
(1:53 AM) - edmund.: but i think its not the case.
(1:53 AM) - edmund.: okookokok
(1:53 AM) - edmund.: i dun want to say le
(1:53 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: den u hv to ask me did i help u or not
(1:53 AM) - edmund.: i wont do anything jiu shi le
(1:53 AM) - edmund.: whether or not i helped in the past.
(1:53 AM) - edmund.: for the past 3 mths
(1:53 AM) - edmund.: its not impt
(1:53 AM) - edmund.: anyone can help actually.
(1:54 AM) - edmund.: i wont do anything jiu shi le..
(1:54 AM) - edmund.: going off
(1:54 AM) - edmund.: bye
(1:54 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: if anybody can help den i dun hv to do anything by myself le..
(1:54 AM) - edmund.: then u think lor, open more doors and more openminded then
(1:54 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: edmund is all abt helping..
(1:54 AM) - edmund.: thinking that ppl can help you also
(1:55 AM) - edmund.: bye

Session Start: Friday, February 16, 2007
- edmund. `★ real eyes realise real lies ; (edmund_lim@hotmail.com)
×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ ·· tãt ² ··«(·´¯`·.·÷× (ivanlst@hotmail.com)
(1:55 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: i;m open..
(1:55 AM) ×÷·.·´¯`·)»|våñ: but who can help..
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thats what went on.